<Tab/>I used to think that maybe if the sun would set in the east it would make my father mad and I would feel okay. My father is one of those people who think that everything will be perfect just as long as everything is on the right schedule. I have never believed in schedules or perfection because I'm not perfect and the only I schedule use is the one …showed first 75 words of 1059 total…

…showed last 75 words of 1059 total…was several months ago and not much has changed since then. My father still goes on weeklong business trips and Steven drives me here and there. More importantly, my mother slips in and out my mind often. With every memory of her, I cherish my life more. I sometimes still wonder what would happen if the sun would set in the east and rise in the west. In my book, it does and always will.