SAYING GOODBYE Dreams disillusioned; promises broken. Dreams of giving birth to a new life- a completely different individual who will be a part of me. Promises were broken- a promise of a devoted wife to her husband, the only way to revive his unrequited love for her: promise of a daughter made to her husband's parents to acquire a position in their heart: promise of a mother made to her unborn child for its security. …showed first 75 words of 511 total…

…showed last 75 words of 511 total…but disappointment dampened my anticipation. Emotions and feelings had drained in the flow of time. Eccentric silence engulfed me, killing me with every air I exhaled. The unexpected happened: relations ended; bonds broken and I isolated in the world with no weapon- no motherhood. There would be no looking back now. I could say goodbye to my lost baby, but I could never say goodbye to my thoughts. I had lost it, lost it all.